Alright so the pain is getting a little better. I hung out with andrew last night. Lets just say i dont think i've ever cryed that much infront of him before. Wow. I couldnt help it. We were layin there on the chair n i just started bawling. I hope he means it when he says we can work it out......i want to soo bad. But heres a bunch of lyrics that remind me of me n him...they mean alot.
I should have held on tight I never should have let you go I didn’t know nothing, I was stupid, I was foolish I was lying to myself I couldn’t have fathomed I would ever be without your love Never imagined I’d be sitting Here beside myself Guess I didn’t know you Guess I didn’t know me But I thought I knew everything I never felt The feeling that I’m feeling Now that I don’t hear your voice Or have your touch and kiss your lips Cause I don’t have a choice Oh what I wouldn’t give To have you lying by my side Right here cause baby When you left I lost a part of me It’s still so hard to believe Come back baby please cause We belong together Who else am I gonna lean on when times get rough Who’s gonna talk to me on the phone Till the sun comes up Who’s gonna take your place There ain’t nobody better Oh baby baby We belong together I can’t sleep at night When you are on my mind "I Only Think Of You" and it’s breakin’ my heart I’m tryin’ to keep it together but I’m falling apart I’m feeling all out of my element Throwing things, crying tryin’ To figure out where the hell I went wrong The pain reflected in this song Ain’t even half of what I’m feeling inside I need you, need you back in my life baby
Its early in the morning And my heart is really lonely Just thinkin bout you baby Got me twisted in the head And I dont know how to take it But its driving me so crazy I dont know if its right I'm tossin turning in my bed Its 5 oclock in the morning And I still cant sleep Now I know you're not my baby I'm just tryin to make this right I dont know what to do I'm going out of my mind So baby if u let me could I getchu to say maybe we could ride together We could do this all nite now I dont care if u got a girl Baby I wish you'd understand Cuz I kno she cant love u right, quite like I can
See baby we been Too strong for too long and I can't be without you baby And I'll be waiting up until you get home cuz I can't sleep without you baby Anybody who's ever loved, ya know just what I feel Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
for some reason I just can't get over us And I'm stronger then this enough is enough No more walkin round With my head down I'm so over being blue Cryin over you And I'm so sick of love songs So tired of tears So done with wishing you were still here Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow So why can't I turn off the radio? I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory And how every song reminds me Of what used to be
I know I've been mistaken But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made I've got some imperfections But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting I hope you're not intending To be so condescending it's as much as i can take and you're so independent you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break I've made a commitment I'm willing to bleed for you I needed fulfillment I found what I need in you Why can't you just forgive me I don't want to relive all the mistakes I've made along the way
I still hear your voice, When you sleep next to me. I still feel your touch, in my dreams. Forgive me my weakness, But I dont know why, Without you it's hard to survive Cuz every time we touch, i get this feeling And every time we kiss, I swear i can fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, i want this to last, Need you by my side cuz every time we touch, I feel the static, And every time we kiss, I reach for the sky, Can't you hear my heart beat so, I can't let you go, I Want you in my life. Your arms are my castle, Your heart is my sky. They wipe away tears that i've cried The good and the bad times, We've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall..
Somebody said they saw you The person you were kissing wasn't me And I would never ask you I just kept it to myself I don't wanna know If your playin me, keep it on the low Cause my heart can't take it anymore And if your creepin, please don't let it show Oh baby, I don't wanna know Oh baby I think about it when I hold you When lookin in your eyes, I can't believe
I don't mean to know the truth Baby keep it to yourself Baby taught you better then me taught you better then me Then why you fall asleep why you fall asleep Shove 'em off and stay, what you used to do to me do to me baby If your better off that way better off that way Baby what I like to say all that I can say Go on and do your thing and don't come back to me
Stay away from me baby
You and me We used to be together Every day together always I really feel I'm losing my best friend I can't believe This could be the end It looks as though you're letting go And it it's real, Well I don't want to know Don't speak I know just what you're saying So please stop explaining Don't tell me 'cause it hurts Don't speak I know what you're thinking I don't need your reasons Don't tell me 'cause it hurts Our memories They can be inviting But some are altogether Mighty frightening As we die, both you and I With my head in my hands I sit and cry It's all ending I gotta stop pretending who we are... You and me I can see us dying ... are we?
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